Holidays are coming,boom!

Hehehehe yeaps yeaps
boom and boom boom boom "KA-BOOM"
the holidays are about to start in this weekends
only left two more days to go and oh my gosh
and I haven even start my new year shopping

lets just say or call me
Im always known as a "last-minute" "Lady" (:
reasons to be told and so on.......
oh well I just know that I tend to make decisions last minute *always*
and I just cant seem to kick out that last minute habit ><
oh well....lets hope that after the holidays I wont be a last min "lady" (:

hmm on Monday it was damn holy crap
I thought everything would be perfect
woke up damn preety early at 7.30am
just to practise my greeting on how to talk to "him"
and yess of course my "bear" I bought him along
Nat Siow my beloved sister wanted to see him
everthing went well I guess.....until it was their recess
shit shit shit....he didnt came and he was waiting for me
to come and go over and chat....but...but....
everything failed....because I wasnt being myself
and Im damn nervouse and scared......
this is so not me for the first time ever......
*what the hell Im doing "


yesterday tuesday I was still moody and upset
I dont get to see him and I din want to go back to that school
cause I knew I already made him bloody shit mad hell
but unfortunately Nat Siow my sis told me
"he" was looking for me after school and ask where were I?
and "sigh"....I went back home with a broken heart
"he" in the end also sound very upset....cause I left...... ):
anywaix Im very sorry for leaving early.....
I didnt know this will hurt the two of us....
night time...spend chatting on the phone
with my beloved Nat Siow (:

and today is Wednesday...
oh my gosh....three more days to go
Chinese New Year and Valentine Days
eeeeeeek still havent done any newyear shopping.....
I got cash!!! more cash!!! but have to save some...hehehe
while blogging....hmmm facebooking....and listening to techno....
tonight goin to 1U for shopping....weeeeeeeeeee
hmmm since Im so free lets set a list what I wanna shop for

♥my shopping list♥
*dresses from Forever 21
*clothes and tops from Top Shop
*6 inch heels beybe (:
*shorts pants and micro mine skirt (:
*cutie t-shirt frin Fos


yep yep...this is what I could think of......
anywaix....Im still crazy of baking cupcakes
and also making sushi for "him"
woots,I cant believe first time Im willing to sacrifice all my love for him (:
anywaix I just hoped everything went on well (: