Monday, 31 May 2010

my life=black roses

Posted by ♥under the rainbow at 02:50 0 comments
so what today its monday? its nothing meaningful to me
I mean seriously damn it siah..early in the morning
got scolding from mom again..gosh...I think my day
would be perfectly sucks like hell especially in college

so woke up at 9.30 am and u call that late?
my class starts at 12pm alrights?
at least I get some full rest before I put my butts on
and walking to the LRT station.....breakfast oh breakfast...
had pancakes for breakfast and cold milo

reach college at 11something
was dead drop shit tired
anyway feel like sleeping but nvm just go for class
again assignments are waiting for me

later after dinner
finally my babe Andrea Matthew is accompanying me
to Kelana Jaya "PJ Old Town" =)
yippee....gonna bring my laptop there
logging of from college computer

Sunday, 30 May 2010

sundays sundays =)

Posted by ♥under the rainbow at 08:42 0 comments
its sunday and yess back to the weekends
which I always look forward to
but unfortunately when friday started out the early holidays
my 3rd bro girlfriend bought me to the hair saloon
and now I have "BANGS" which makes me look like one "KOREAN STUDENT"

6 people have totally agreed with me getting Bangs
which I find it way weird for me to look on
my 4 dumbos brother and Hui Ee and Jackie
thanks a lot you guys,now I have to get used to this Korean hairstyle D:

got back from Sunday school at130pm
was supposed to join John and Cyndi the rest to go for lunch
blah blah blah but I ended up I don't feel like going after all
reasons to be told, I think I will feel so left out especially if I got Cindy
who cares anyway? I see now a days she's been having a lot of conversation with Alex
if I'm not mistaken anyway so yeah, who cares and do I give a damn bout it?
heck and hell of it,no way =)

mom and dad went to KL maybe to Pavillion or Klcc
I didn't want to go along, and I know it'll be bored some
so stayed at home and working on my assignments
and facebooking at the same time and msn
how pro I am and not focusing at the same time
safe it for the afternoons I enjoyed home alone

and now late blogging and my room its a horror
total freak out mess I guess...hehehehe
shall clean up my room before I go to sleep and oh
have to pack my college bag too, I-pod classic still charging (damn it)
Lastly, Jackie and Serene good luck to you all.
I know you guys are still stressing on your assignments
but please get some rest ):

Natasha my beloved twin sister
don't be too emo or moody ):
hated to see you so upset or so whatever
I miss you so much

Wednesday, 26 May 2010

why is life so fcked up?

Posted by ♥under the rainbow at 03:35 0 comments
Now a days I been always had a bad majorism argument with my mom
Why cant we have a normal conversation? Why must we yelled at each other?
Its been going on for like everyday and every year of our life's
going to college with a moody mood especially in the morning
then at night also the same thing again!
damn it laaa..... I hate this night mare!!!

anyway 1 more day to go....
then Friday its holiday...just only one day....
how sad right? but never mind.....Im still waiting for Jackie answer
he shall be my friend companion to Gardens Restaurant to do my research
but actually its consumer behavior part of acting I guess?
so ya what if he cant make it all of sudden? than I really will panic first

so ya...I need to do two assignments.....
cause I didn't pass up for the previous one
and oh damn it.....looks like there's work for me
I don't like it and I hate it ):
and lastly and for all I think I'm falling for some one

though I don't know whether is he the right one?
but I have a feeling which I dunno whether should I or should not?
feel like is too rush and yes's its too rush....

so sorry readers and people
I have no mood to blog on....I'm very moody and tired
have to stayed at library after class just to use internet......
as you all know....still have to wait for my Mac Book Pro 15 inch

p/s : trying to stay alive and happy

Sunday, 23 May 2010

plainsome boring weekends

Posted by ♥under the rainbow at 07:18 0 comments
wake up in the late morning of 11am
and guess what,I missed the 7am mass and 9am mass too
needless to say I skipped sunday school too

dun need to explain why,cause there's no need to
I don't feel like explaining it cause if I tell..the main reason I'll answer is
no transportation how to go out? second Im bloody shit tired and I need sleep
coffee wont help me anymore I guess or I think?

so ya who wakes up so bloody early at 11am
me the silly goose I guess for being such a dumb goose
got nothing much better to do,so went and chat with Natasha
shes my dear,and shes like a big sister to me and I loved her alot
to me shes everything, the one can understand me the most
a shoulder to lean on and a person and more than a bestie to talk too!
so talked and crapped at msn for like two and half hours (:
I decided to call her as my twin sister,I just too loved her a lot (:

so this is my twin sister that I really love (:
Natasha (:

at 1pm lerh....some one more pro
just woke up only his name is call Jackie Lee
i mean...aduh...what to do? guys like to sleep longer maa
he's really really funny...he thought Gardens which was referring near to Midvalleys
then only when I mention to him its was actually the restaurant at The Curve im talking bout
then he noe where it is -.-"
never mind forget bout it then only I also just realize that Im home alonemom went over frens house to makan or play mahjong I dont know
what happen to my four brothers? all go pak toh till no time for me
dun care brothers are like that wan....biasa already =)

again my day was fucked up when someone came homedont need to mention who she is and by the way
really...everyday kena marah from her....wished I can die faster
and about the girl I really hate in my class? asked Jackie for advice
and in the end you know what decision ? I told him....
since I have tried my best but in the end this all the shit I get back from her?
fine let it be then, from today onwards I choosed to ignore you

To YOU, I think I have done enough for you
seriously from the first day I knew you, I wanted to help you
but yet you treat my words invisible and treating as a shit kindu think Im not hurt by what you've done to me?
well the past I was hurt and I was bout to hate you
but what about now? Its COMPLETELY OVER BITCH
from today onwards I CHOOSE TO IGNORE YOU

ah it does feel good to make the right decision
after all Jackie say hating a person doesnt make you feel good anyway
so ya a BIG THANK YOU to you again.
your picture's are awesome especially when you are happy =)

see this picture is the only one I can find at your facebook profile
the one with a cheerful face on it =)
sorry ah Jackie dont kill me for putting this picture at my blog =/

well erm....evening finally went for church
met Nicholas and Daniel I was Alison brother
so ya sat together during mass time and I find it no mood to concentrate
just dont know why...Im just not happy just for today
and later on saw Kevin Wong,oh my gosh!
Long time havent see you la,dude! and your coming to Monash and study
awesome :D have fun ya

back home had some boring dinner
I really admit...dinner at home its plain boring
at least please laa go somewhere else and makan like
maybe 1u or The Curve?
think I shall blog till here...really nothing much to ya
Im sorry todays blog its kinda emo....I promise it'll be more fun =)

Tuesday, 18 May 2010

The feeling of trust...and hope...

Posted by ♥under the rainbow at 21:22 0 comments
I missed the first early morning bus at 7something I guess
cant really get up in time this morning....feel like continue to sleep
and just lay off in the bed and sleep like a dead person...
now I shall blog about yesterday issues....

yesterday at6pm it rained so heavily...
got nothing much better to do...face-booking at friends laptop
then ya catch up with a old friend which I forgotten how I knew him
but ya hes my primary school mate..moms student (:
his name is Jackie Lee...surprisingly hes also from sri kdu
we got so many things to talk....till..well.....hes a nice person
some one I can really talk to when Im down and to wash away my troubles

Yesterday at night I cant really sleeped
Im really fucked up by one of this bitch in my class
shes really is giving me a hard ya a bitch in my face
over my dead body...for the first time ever....
shes the most freakiest girl Ive ever met in my life!
not to say that shes bad or whatever so...its just that...argh
its just shes something special that in some sense of way...
can like her and can also get pissed off by her in many diffrent ways
oh well, I just want her to be happy and thats it.
no troubles to stucked fucked up in her brains or whatever

But never mind lurh....failed already nvm...
my life also very very complicated now a days
3years and till now....when can I find happyness?
how am I to stay happy and for one like this?
lucky Jackie gave me alot of advice..or else I still be dead shit

and morning I woke u
though I overslept...I had a smiled on my face
can feel it actually its my natural smile....haven't been this for a long time
oh well...anyway getting my blackberry soon (:

cant wait cant wait....
almost all my friend got blackberry and i phone
whens my turn? D: daddy whens my turn ah?
when I be getting my mac book pro 15inch u have promised?
dun give me empty promises please! I hate it and I don't like it

anyway time to do some assignments.....
will be back blogging real soon (: