finals and piled with assignments

you know what I mean
its 29thJune and tomorrow I'll be having Theater History finals
I haven't even start revising or touch the book yet,I just felt like
maybe my finals for one paper or maybe all its gonna "FLUNK"

been a "SLACKER" and been "RESTLESS"
I really feel so tired for making the wrong choices,especially my future
why am I doing this again? its so life torturing and I swear..its nightmare
thinking that this year might be a good fresh out year for me
and who know and god know what has already happen?

So what if we have met at each other back at fb?
does it really makes sense that "oh hey I've found you!"
but no...I take it as "YOU HAVE TOTALLY FORGOTTEN BOUT ME"
and "YOU HAVE REALLY GOT HURT BY ME FEW YEARS BACK"
thanks a lot for really ignoring me or so what shit ever
being upset,heartbroken and a lil pinch of happyness whenever I see your profile

do u wanna know why I have all this confused "mix feelings"
it reminds me how we know each other when we were young
we were only 9years old and yet the friendship grows
primary school day you used to be "quiet" and "shy" in front of my friends
and when we are alone chatting we are "loud","hyper" and everything
but we lost communication since when we were in some shit government school

and there you are...you have found me at Sri Kdu
then all your hard effort and kindness....
every recess you come to my class and wait for me
after school you will wait for my driver till it comes
every smses you smsed me every single time even though we had class
EVERY LITTLE THING YOU DO, THE SWEET AND BITTER MEMORIES

I'm so sorry for hurting you and rejected you
for when I have found out the truth from you
its not that that I don't like you or anything
just a feeling that I'm not ready.....hoped you'll forgive me
and I know its been long we haven't met or anything
just hoped ya...bring back the old times

stress stressand nightmares

dear people and my beloved ones
I wont be bloggin much...as you can see
today its monday and yess was suppose to bring laptop to college
yet in the morning I argue with mom again and forgotten everything
no credits to me because I made mom angry and I lost half of it

-no pocket money
-no transport to LRT Station,had to walk ):
-skipped my lunch and break time
-forgotten my pendrive
-and forgotten my laptop

thanks Im such a failure right now
Im good at making people angry for the sake of attention
especially my mom....I do feel upset at times
exams are near, and Im so lazy to do my assignments
or even do my revison....or anything....
the problem now is......

-will I be happy?
-will I have good results again?
-is my life over?

gosh....Im truly officially upset now
pain is hurting me......cant take this
but Im falling sick again

on9 shopping are fun

exams exams exams!!!
assignments kills...kills...kills!!!
I hate these two particular of it and it's always drives me crazy and cuckoo
anyway the weekends stuck at home and doing shitty assignments
sheesh!!! I hate it!! I wanna go shopping ):

well hopefully after my exams lurh I guess
now at the moment...did I mention I just bump into my old friend Diana?
she has the same name as me! awesomeness!! and shes one year elder than me ^^
Yuki sis where I got to know her since studying Hotel and Tourism
ya I really miss her a lot so muchie T____T

on-line shopping!!!
yess currently I think Im addicted to it
I wanna buy more clothes!!! and also colour contacts lens!!!

currently not listening to any songs
just techno and clubbing songs
Im bored and Im dead alive =)

bringing back the childhoods

yesterday and today while I was at college
i was not too suprised or shocked to believe that
actually I havent get to add my primary school mates
OMG!!! OH MY GOSH!!! Its been super long already!!!

and now especially today during in college
I spend most of my lunch time eating indo-mee again
oh great Im currently addicted to indo-mee gila-nya
so whenever I feel like makan, automatically straight to Orange
last time Rock Cafe and Pink used to be my all time hang out with my korean gang
but who know since lately or last week or few weeks ago....
addicted to indo-mee gila betulnya -.-

'DIANA CECILIA CHENNELLE CHOONG!!!!"
"STOP MAKAN INDO-MEE EVERYDAY FOR LUNCH!!!"
"GILA ALREADY ISIT? INDO-MEE IS NOT HEALTHY'
" SO MUST CONTROL YOURSELF ALRIGHT?!"

sigh...hoped I can control myself laa
if not then I really gila betulnya...I miss eating the mix rice man
in the afternoon...Jacke Lee was sick...he was having diarrhea and feeling sick
aduhai...kesian him betulnya..hope he get well soon
oh well like I say again...came back from lunch
spending most of the time adding primary school mates
to me its not wasting my time, I felt that its precious to get back our memoryso ya at the moment I can tell everyone is at overseas so......yeah gonna wait for everybody to balik to Malaysia and then gathering :D

so now at the moment again Im torturing myself
and yess I have toture myself by drinking cold 100plus
instead of drinking the warm..yess the cold wan :D
alright anyway listening to Selena Gomez song Naturally
and also Kesha song Blah Blah Blah
last and not but least SNSD OH!

Late Rush assignments are awesome

Yo Peeps!!! Its 11.50pm already
yess and buahahaha...im still up and alived
I seriously dont give a damn bout my health and care
prefer to continue go on as a dead cat or a sick woman

Oh well went to college as usual
and its good to be bacl at PJ and especially at my own house
woke up at 930am and reached Sunway Pyramid at 1030something
damn it! I miss the sunway shuttle bus again! why laa? why?
some more raining somemore...thank goodness its not that heavy
so had to walked all the way to college,oh well its not that farr though

Raymond class....yess replacement class starts a 1030am
me and Sarah are always late for every class -.-
its already a habit and I dont even care about it which is bad
hoped my parents doesnt find out about it,if not im sooooooooooo dead
argh...classes continue to 1.30pm...can die siah laaa

cant skipped afternoon class, Thought and writing
oh my gosh so boring but yet have to attend ):
assignment oh assignments!!! damn fucking hate it!
had so many stress laaa..wish i can have a magic wand
zapp off all the stress away (:

curerntly having all kinds of stress
which is super duper truck loads

stress 1-college assignments kills
stress 2-college finals are next month
stress 3-having a a hard time with mom,PEK CHEK!
stress 4-lost in choosing college...to study local or overseas?
stress 5-want to go UK and study so badly...but how to tell my parents?
stress 6-assignments due to pass up tommorrow,theres 2 X.X
stress 7-sick like a dead cat and refuse to see doctor or eat medicine
stress 8-Im currently officially broke, I wanna shop so badly ):

see that? I got so many stress and tekanan
kesian myself laa....no one can understand me ):
anyway..doing a late assignments....
shit and screw the fuck of it....I hate assignments
they kills but who cares? for the sake of it
we students force ourself to do it. thats all for now.

Im gonna stay up late...working on my assignments
facebooking,assignments rushing on last minute
twitter,gaming and chatting!
MULTI-TASKING!!!!!
Oooooooo Lalalalalalala!
I love it and I dun give a damn about it (:

SICK SICK SICK ):

Today its father day and yess Im sick already
so ya woke up with a blocked nose and a headache
yesterday went to Sarah friends bbq party
ate a lot of friedstuff and meet lots of new people too

and guess what? I miss my curfew again (:
mom said I had to be home by 12 midnight
but who care's anyway? It's saturday night alright?
I dont need strict rules especially weekends
this aint unfair to me especially on the weekends
its for me to enjoy and chill with my friends
and so as I was saying...I added Kyle brother
guess what? he remembers me (:
have not been seing him for ages...been preety long
hope to see him or meet up with him (:

Father's day.....hmmm
there's nothing much special though
went to The Curve and had lunch with my four bro
but again yes I was feeling very ill and sick ):
dont feel like doing any shopping or getting sweet stuff
gosh this is totally not me...Im like a dead cat ):

so went back at home at 5something
wanna noe why? Mom has been shopping lately....
oh gosh...shopping for herself...im not in a mood to shop
as I say,Im sick so thats why. I saw lots of SALE at every shop
but too bad...not just in a mood right now

anyway I had a new dream right now (:
and hoped to fullfill it no matter how and so on
I wanna go to UK so...so...so...BADLY!!!
UK is the best place to study thought the cost living there is high
not going to Manchester or London, going to Newcastle upon Tyne

Yup its a beautifull place to study and to live on
and again...my dad has no option with it
just my mom....sigh.....my plans cant be ruined by her this time
she has already.....messed my future!!!! so...enough already!!

and a short note to my dad
though he wont read my blog anyway
"Dear Daddy"
"thank you for bringing me up since I was a baby till now"
"I have love you a lot since the day u spoilled me since young"
"You have given me all the happyness like no one else could did"
"You understand me the the most,and always there for me when I needed you"
"A shoulder to cry on and to lean on during the had times I been through"
"I'm sorry that I always disobey you and argue with you"
"I always take you for granted...knowing that you sure will do it for me"
"But sometimes in the end when u slapped me or scolded me"
"I know its for my own good and this is how you educate me"
"For now Im already 21 already......."
"No longer a small kid...a teenager....have successfully become a adult"
"Daddy....thank you again for bringing me up"
"I've given you too much trouble for the past"
"Im sorry and I'll promise be a good girl"
"Again daddy, Happy Father Day"


Well.....thats to dedicate for u daddy
I really love you a lot....hoped you'll read
anyway time to get my assginment done (:

shocking..suprised...and moody

I just came back from PJ last night....with my parents
was supposed to enjoy myself full of blast...
but who knew...when Cindy Ong smsed me...
John who is Christine Lai husband...has passed away...

was so speechless and stunned when I recieved this sms
I just got to know him this year since January and now....
he has gone...its just too sudden.....
and now I'm like wondering....will Christine will be alright?
hope she's not very upset and everything....hoped she be alright

so at 2.30pm went to church
to attend John Funeral mass
I can see that Christine Lai is very very upset
and so does Cindy Ong and the rest.....pity Christine very much
marry for long I guess...and have not even have kids of their own
I couldn't help crying and so on...it just come naturally
he's a nice friend and he's like counsellor to me
very good at cheering me up and bringing me for makan
but now he's gone.....and who to look for for jokes and advise?
maybe Christine Lai....I loved her a lot too....

anyway,I'm not in a mood to post what mom had bought for me
I just wanna pray for John that may his soul rest in peace
and Christine Lai...stay strong.....god is with you always....
Cheer up Christine Lai....everybody will be there for you
and a shoulder to cry on.....

firday outings?spoiled and ruined

its Friday and yes I know!
should be the day I'm heading for my plannings and hang out's
shopping all day long in the afternoons or chilling at star bucks
then at night heading to any where,clubbing the madness fever

but too bad,I'm so stucked up with bloody shit assignments
again yes and I should mention...assignments are burning my ass
and yes,its forcing me to work hard on each and every assignments!!
so does my the books I have borrowed it since last Friday
at least I manage to force myself to read up my fav book
"Cocktails FOR Three" it's an awesome book
cant wait to read finish it (:

currently this week I'm addicted to two songs
Ashley Tisdale song " Not like that"
and Super Junior song "Bonamana"
I really fell in love with it, and I been listening to it over and over
and oh ya I been also addicted to Tamagotchi
thanks to him...he really is starting to spoil me
but I think I should control him before he overspoil me

oh dear better hurry off with assignments
and ya I'll drop this two lyrics (:

Not like that-Ashley Tisdale

I feel oh, so glamorous
Lookin' super fabulous
Sometimes I'm insecure
Something I can't ignore
All the flashy cameras
Try my best to handle it
I'm just the girl next door
I can hear the rumors take off...

[Chorus:]
All the girls in the club got their eyes on me
I can tell by the look that they want to be
Be hot, hot, hot like that
But it's not, not, not like that
All the girls in the club got their eyes on me
They put me down because of jealousy
But I'm not, not I'm not that girl
And it's not, not, no, it's not my world

So many girls be checkin' my style
Checkin' my style, checkin' my style
So many girls be checkin' my style
But I don't even care, no
I move in mysterious ways, ways that got them curious
They're looking at what I'm wearing
Standing on the sidelines staring
Taking every chance I get
To find who I'm going with
I just wish they'd see, what I'm like in real life

[Chorus]

So many girls be checkin' my style
Checkin' my style, checkin' my style
So many girls be checkin' my sytle
But I don't even care, no
What's good I'm weak no longer
In life it's making me stronger
What I like I'm a get that
Like a quick cat, no i won't quit that, you heard me
You'll find that I'm just like you
And I do the same things you do
The type of chick that hits spots, in my flip-flops
Listening to Hip-Hop, you feel me

[Chorus]

So many girls be checkin' my style
Checkin' my style, checkin' my style
So many girls be checkin' my style
But I don't even care, no



Bonamana-Super Junior

ddanddaranddan ddanddaranddan ddanddaranddan ddadaddarabba
ddanddaranddan ddanddaranddan ddanddaranddan ddadaddarabba

neon algga malgga algga malgga neomu yebbeun miina
nal michyeotdago malhaedo nan niga johda miina
nuga jeonhaejwo My baby to my baby naega yeogi itdago malya
gidarinda malya (Baby, you turn it up now)

neon gatabuta gatabuta mal jomhaera miina
ni maeumeul gajyeotdamyeon geunyang naneun salmui Winner
i sesangui ichiran ichiran yonggi itneun jareul ddara
na gateun nom malya

yetmale Say yeol beon jjikeumyeon neomeoganda eusseuk eusseuk eusseuk
geunyeoneun gangjeok ggeuddeokeobda bbijjuk bbijjuk bbijjuk
nan eoddeokhalgga eoddeokhalgga geunyeomani nae gwansimin geol geol geol

Bounce to you Bounce to you nae gaseumeun neol
hyanghae jabhil sudo eobseul mankeum ddwigo itneungeol
Break it down to you down to you nae gaseumi neo
neol gatji mothandamyeon meomchul georanda (nal barabwara)

bolgga malgga bolgga malgga bolgga malgga na gateun namja
bonchemanche bonchemanche bonchemanche dolaseo bwado
bogobwado bogobwado bogobwado na bakke eobda
bonamana bonamana bonamana (Baby you turn it up now)

mwol salgga salgga salgga salgga neoreul wihan seonmul
Oh~ michigetda saenggakman haedo johahal ni moseub
Listen girl! johahae Baby girl! saranghae
namani neoreul wihan namja deuleojwo bwa neoreul hyanghan gobaek

nae mamui say aeman taeuji malgo jebal ggeudeok ggeudeok ggeudeok
i noryeok jeongdomyeon narado guhae giteuk giteuk giteuk
nan eoddeokharago eoddeokharago geunyeomani nae jeonbuin geol geol geol

Bounce to you Bounce to you nae gaseumeun neol
hyanghae jabhil sudo eobseul mankeum ddwigo itneungeol
Break it down to you down to you nae gaseumi neo
neol gatji mothandamyeon meomchul georanda (nal barabwara)

bolgga malgga bolgga malgga bolgga malgga na gateun namja
bonchemanche bonchemanche bonchemanche dolaseo bwado
bogobwado bogobwado bogobwado na bakke eobda
bonamana bonamana bonamana na bakke eobda

nan deudyeo michilgeoya pokbalhae beoril geoya
deo motchamgesseo geunyeomanui milgo danggigi
oh jinjja michilgeoya nuga jom malryeobwabwa
ireohge himdeul georan geol nuga malhaesseoyaji

(It’s) True true nae gamjeongeun gal gosi eobseo
nege matchwo beoringeol neon jal aljani
How to keep loving you? naega jinjja nege jalhalge
idaero nal sseokhyeo dujima

gidarinda miina Hope you’ll step to me, step to me
saranghanda miina Bring it, sign to me, sign to me.
Hahahaha Hahahahaha
geunyeoga imi nal barabol junbiga dwae isseotnabwa

Bounce to you Bounce to you nae gaseumeun neol
hyanghae jabhil sudo eobseul mankeum ddwigo itneungeol
Break it down to you down to you nae gaseumi neo
neol gatji mothandamyeon meomchul georanda (nal barabwara)

bolgga malgga bolgga malgga bolgga malgga na gateun namja
bonchemanche bonchemanche bonchemanche dolaseo bwado
bogobwado bogobwado bogobwado na bakke eobda
bonamana bonamana bonamana na bakke eobda

딴따란딴, 딴따란딴, 딴따란딴, 따다따라빠
딴따란딴, 딴따란딴, 딴따란딴, 따다따라빠

넌 알까말까 알까말까 너무 예쁜 미인아
날 미쳤다고 말해도 난 니가 좋다 미인아
누가 전해줘 My baby, to my baby 내가 여기 있다고 말야
기다린다 말야 (Baby, you turn it up now)

넌, 가타부타, 가타부타 말 좀 해라 미인아
니 마음을 가졌다면 그냥 나는 삶의 Winner.
이 세상의 이치란, 이치란, 용기 있는 자를 따라
나 같은 놈 말야.

옛말에 Say, 열 번 찍으면 넘어간다. 으쓱, 으쓱, 으쓱
그녀는 강적. 끄떡없다. 삐쭉, 삐쭉, 삐쭉
난 어떡할까 어떡할까 그녀만이 내 관심인 걸, 걸, 걸.

Bounce to you, Bounce to you 내 가슴은 널
향해 잡힐 수도 없을 만큼 뛰고 있는걸
Break it Down to you, Down to you 내 가슴이 너
널 갖지 못한다면 멈출 거란다 (날 바라봐라)

볼까말까, 볼까말까, 볼까말까 나 같은 남자
본체만체, 본체만체, 본체만체 돌아서 봐도
보고봐도, 보고봐도, 보고봐도 나 밖에 없다
보나마나, 보나마나, 보나마나 (Baby, you turn it up now)

뭘 살까, 살까, 살까, 살까 너를 위한 선물
오, 미치겠다. 생각만 해도 좋아할 니 모습
Listen girl! 좋아해. Baby girl! 사랑해.
나만이 너를 위한 남자. 들어줘 봐 너를 향한 고백.

내 맘의 say, 애만 태우지 말고 제발 끄덕, 끄덕, 끄덕
이 노력 정도면 나라도 구해 기특, 기특, 기특
난 어떡하라고, 어떡하라고 그녀만이 내 전부인 걸, 걸, 걸

Bounce to you, Bounce to you 내 가슴은 널
향해 잡힐 수도 없을 만큼 뛰고 있는걸
Break it Down to you, Down to you 내 가슴이 너
널 갖지 못한다면 멈출 거란다 (날 바라봐라)

볼까말까, 볼까말까, 볼까말까 나 같은 남자
본체만체, 본체만체, 본체만체 돌아서 봐도
보고봐도, 보고봐도, 보고봐도 나 밖에 없다
보나마나, 보나마나, 보나마나 나 밖에 없다.

난 드뎌 미칠거야. 폭발해 버릴 거야
더 못 참겠어 그녀만의 밀고 당기기
오 진짜 미칠거야. 누가 좀 말려봐 봐
이 렇게 힘들 거란 걸 누가 말했어야지

(It’s) True, true 내 감정은 갈 곳이 없어
네게 맞춰 버린걸 넌 잘 알잖니
How to keep loving you? 내가 진짜 네게 잘할게
이대로 날 썩혀 두지마

기다린다. 미인아! Hope you’ll step to me, step to me.
사랑한다. 미인아! Bring it, sign to me, sign to me.
하하하하 하하하하하
그녀가 이미 날 바라볼 준비가 돼 있었나 봐

Bounce to you, Bounce to you 내 가슴은 널
향해 잡힐 수도 없을 만큼 뛰고 있는걸
Break it Down to you, Down to you 내 가슴이 너
널 갖지 못한다면 멈출 거란다 (날 바라봐라)

볼까말까, 볼까말까, 볼까말까 나 같은 남자
본체만체, 본체만체, 본체만체 돌아서 봐도
보고봐도, 보고봐도, 보고봐도 나 밖에 없다
보나마나, 보나마나, 보나마나 나 밖에 없다

assignments kills everything

my blog...can be considered dead shit again?
yes it is dead shit...I'm getting so lazy each on every day
maybe its because ever since mom and dad went for holiday
its freedom hell much? yes I guess...or maybe not...
anywhere I can answer for myself...YES! I've been slacking off!!

last week..I promised myself to borrow as much books
as I can...cause I been bored out in subang...well
staying at my eldest bro house at the moment....till my parents come back
I miss PJ life and my nightlife hangout with my friends and everyone
staying at Subang is completely like a jailed....but at the same time
going to college its fast,but getting a bus to Sunway Pyramid...
oh my gosh! have to wake up so early and wait for the bus

this week...and today..my last day stay in my bro house
parents are finally coming back tomorrow!!! yay!!
but I'm not sure though what time they'll be back
anyway assignments kills!!! and yes it does!
at first I feel like just skipped off those essays!
but who knows those assignments keep coming in

anyway...I noe its football season...
and I care for football because I love football and if I don't
my four brother will call me a weirdo or so whatever
but monday already I watched football until I end up playing Ipad and Iphone
Kam Mun my eldest bro friend came over and watched football
he's got Iphone 3GS too!!! Oh my gosh laaa...stop making me jealous!!
and I even so wanna have a Ipad!!! getting selfish right now

once dad come back! I'm gonna start begging on my Iphone
and also blackberry bold!! not to mention...my macbook pro
sobs sobs!!! when will I ever get it?! when? when? when?
forgive me for slacking off like shit cow disease......tonight
ya I'm gonna force myself to read the books that I've borrowed
no time to kill my freedomness and time to sucked up those assignments


oh well,still at college.....very free to facebooking
and doing assignments....and blogging and chating
time to go back subang....and again...sigh.....

The Smell of freedom

Tuesday ever since my mom sent me to subang
which is my first eldest bro house for a stay...I can smell...
FREEDOM AT LAST!!! FREEDOM IS ALL MINE!!!

yeah I been waiting for this hell long of it
so that my parents could go for a long vacation
and so I could go crazy of a hell of it....
like going sisha with my friends
make it completely every day
clubbing with my friends...that's pure awesome like hell

so ya...I've been waiting for this moment of it
so NOBODY is allowed to spoiled my fun
or else he/she are gonna get a piece of me

and yess I wanna thank Jackie again
he's been soooooooooooo kind to me
and to be there for me when I needed him to talk to...
so ya thanks Jackie (:

ok bored shit now...play games (:

making another choices

From Sunday till Tuesday...
I am not happy with my life and for the second choices
Don't know why or weather is it really my fault for not making my decisions properly
ever since I told my mom about it...I thought she was totally fine with it
but then when yesterday came....there goes a big argument... ):

why la....every time when I talk to her
its either peaceful chat or else is argument straight
I know this is my second mistake that I have made.....
I mean I'm a very complicated person ok? I'm not happy
Can't really make true decisions what I want in my future life....

Before that...Hotel Management and Tourism
Disliked the course very very much, had to blamed myself
after High School....I cant really full decide what I want...
so my mom had to make for me and I really blamed her for this
and after my course completed, did my six months training
my mind completely went blank till when Christmas comes...
still blank and don't know what I want for my future career

and again mom really pressured me much
when it comes to year 2o10...I thought it'll be peaceful
but she's giving me limited choices that I finally gave up
and worked for two months....again my mind was "Blank"
Told you all... I'm very complicated and very hard at making choices

almost totally forgotten that my nephew
my closest nephew is here studying at KL
forgotten when was my last and earliest time contacted him
so ya I told him to throw out any courses at Sun-way..maybe some suggestion I guess
that's why I came to Sun way to come in registering the course without looking through at it

So that's my Second mistake..for not reading the brochure properly
my four beloved brothers they kept encouraging me to study
something which relates to socializing....but when I found out
I'm not happy with this course, this isn't the course that I want
There's isn't any "Communication" job offers me when I graduate later on

my goodness again I've made the second mistakes.....AGAIN!!
why my life is so TWIST UP AND DOWN?
why can't I make my own decision that I don't need to worry my mom a lot?
why is my life SO TERRIBLY COMPLICATED?
WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?!

Mom not to say I really dislike you in every ways
you are my mom and I should respected you from that since was young
I know my wrongs and I know future making decisions are very hard for me
I really understand that you and Dad are making hard money just to fulfill my dreams
but it's just that I don't know how to express my feeling to show that....
actually I LOVED YOU BOTH!!! MOM AND DAD!!!

I feel totally SPOILED AND CONFUSED RIGHT NOW!!
People who reads my blog right now maybe thinking that
my life is useless and I'm a messed up girl still can't make decision's
go ahead and just laugh, I think I really can't decide ):
But again mom... please let me change college

IM NOT HAPPY RIGHT NOW
PLEASE....I NEED HELP AND DECISIONS
THE BEST WAY I NEED COUNSEL LING FROM FRIENDS



p/s: I'm not happy

why rain at every tuesday?!

basically every Tuesday is like a bad luck to me
seriously every afternoon when it starts to rain so bloody heavily
oh gosh and I be thinking later on...how the hell I'm gonna come back home?
this is just too tired some laa....have to face this hell weather...
every Tuesday some more

finally I bought mom laptop college with me
except for one thing which I don't like is
First mom laptop is Fujitsu which is from Japan
Second mom laptop is a Lite book and I don't even like it all
for some reasons I just don't like small and cute laptop
its just not my style for me even though I just...well
fall in love with Pink and Purple (:

during lunch break...well spend at library
browsing through picture's of car's
Toyota Lexus and Toyota Calida (:
You name it,its an expensive car I'm talking bout
and I don't mind the pricing because I think I can afford it in no time
well I guess maybe but its another hard thing though
Toyota Lexus I can get it in Malaysia....so its convenient
but as for Toyota Calida... its from Japan...so ya
need to specially order it from Japan
I just fell in love with it its look sportive and I don't care
I so wanna have it...well need to do my assignments